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In the Wake of Despair

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Reads 9,146
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Parts 17
Time 1h 36m

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aleshadixon amandaholden bgt britainsgottalent dalesha davidwalliams simanda simoncowell

Something terrible has happened to Amanda. She needs people in her life that will stand by her, even when she pushes them away. Can her fellow judges be those people?

"Tears shed for another person are not a sign of weakness. They are a sign of pure heart."
     José N. HarrisAll Rights Reserved

aleshadixon amandaholden bgt britainsgottalent dalesha davidwalliams simanda simoncowell

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made for; jack avery《COMPLETED》 by sadboiseavey

"its hard to love someone and not know if they even feel the same way. Because one day they will be in someone else's arms. They will be happy and you're standing there hurt because you were scared to make a stupid move. I don't want to wait any more. I don't want to hide the feelings anymore. I don't want to be scared. Even though I still am"

Symphony | damon ✔ by multibgt

Simon Cowell and David Walliams are both judges on Britain's got Talent and are well known for their bromance on the show. Simon wishes to have a life with David, knowing that it will upend his life and David's. David Walliams has had a crush on Simon Cowell for years and it's well known. A one night stand happens during the BGT after party and the next morning, they admit their crushes on each other. Their lives both change when Simon calls David from the hospital and everything is upended for them with that one phone call.

My other half by LimeCandyfloss

"I never believed, once that I find, who I can call my soulmate. But I found you. This It's like, when we realise, that the miracles are exist, and the dreams become true." I lived my life with you, you know me better, than anyone else. I thought, I will never want more than this, but suddenly I felt, I'm not yours enough. And you don't belong to anyone better than me. We are a half without the other, let's be a whole together finally!

the kissing gate | simanda ✓ by multibgt

Amanda Holden's husband has been dead for a year now because of pancreatic cancer, which had already been like a death sentence when her husband was diagnosed two years ago. She meets Simon Cowell, the man she works with on Britain's Got Talent in a graveyard in London where her husband and coincidentally, Simon's parents are buried on the night before Christmas Eve night. She invites him to come over to her house to spend the night before Christmas Eve as his son will be arriving from New York on Christmas Eve day. Amanda and Simon have a one night stand with each other and Amanda finds herself falling in love with her boss, despite herself saying she wouldn't be able to get over her late husband. UPDATES ON SUNDAYS AND TUESDAYS

my little secret | damon ✓ by damonfan2

❝ you, my darling, will always be my little secret ❞ - life is a blur and a mystery. we learn this through a tale in which the wrong place, the wrong time and the wrong amount of alcohol accumulates in so much more than planned for simon cowell and david walliams.

i'm gonna love you through it | alemanda ✔ by multibgt

Amanda Holden had a mammogram and the doctor found a lump in her breast tissue. When a man comes on the BGT stage in London and sings I'm Gonna Love You Through It by Martina McBride, Amanda runs off after the audition finishes. Alesha Dixon, the woman Amanda has has a crush on for years, follows after her. Amanda tells Alesha that she may have breast cancer. This makes Alesha realize that Amanda, her crush, might not have long to live since it had been known that women can die from breast cancer. Alesha resolves to tell Amanda her feelings for the older woman but the problem is, if she said yes, how much time would they have as a couple since Amanda has breast cancer?

My Distraction- Someone I Loved by hooksgirl_

Have you ever thought what BGT would be like if the cast got split up? Or if the longest standing judge left? When Amanda Holden gets a once in a life time opportunity she has to decide if she's going to take it or if she will stick with her BGT family. A disguised celebrity forces Amanda to take the opportunity but if she doesn't her friends will be in danger. Amanda takes the opportunity but she's faced with her friends misery and hers. Before she leaves She confesses something to Simon But is left with him trying to make her stay. Will her friendships last? When the disguised celebrity reveals everything to Simon, he finds out that Amanda's life is at risk. Will she be saved in time? Will Simon be her distraction to come back? And most importantly will there relationship last?

only for you | damon ✓ by damonfan2

❝ everything is perfect, baby ❞ - affairs, lust and a four year old child never go well together, and when david walliams' skit of being in love with simon cowell unexpectedly snowballs into more, he learns that it's impossible to have perfection last forever.

the assistant | damon ✓ by damonfan2

❝ i'm addicted to you, walliams. you're like my own personal morphine. ❞ - they say workplace relationships never work, but when london nobody david walliams meets famous business tycoon simon cowell, can they prove that wrong?

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made for; jack avery《COMPLETED》 cover

Symphony | damon ✔ cover

My other half cover

the kissing gate | simanda ✓ cover

my little secret | damon ✓ cover

i'm gonna love you through it | alemanda ✔ cover

My Distraction- Someone I Loved cover

only for you | damon ✓ cover

the assistant | damon ✓ cover

made for; jack avery《COMPLETED》

"its hard to love someone and not know if they even feel the same way. Because one day they will be in someone else's arms. They will be happy and you're standing there hurt because you were scared to make a stupid move. I don't want to wait any more. I don't want to hide the feelings anymore. I don't want to be scared. Even though I still am"