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If You Only Knew

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8thgrade anarexia angels cutting death depression ghosts love secrets

I was sitting there with my head in my hands thinking about everything when my bestfriend sat next to me, "Hey, are you ok Mayla?" He asked.  I felt really bad because he has been there for me no matter what, and we tell each other everything, but since 7th grade has started I haven't  been telling him everything.
  "Yeah, everything is ok Blake." I told him with a smile, but he looked at me like he knew something was wrong.
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Mayla Cox is a 13 year old girl who is going through a lot of pressure right now between the kids at school, her dads death,and her mom dropping her off at her Aunt Tracy's and not being seen for 3 weeks...  

Blake is a 14 year old boy that is best friends with Mayla Cox and he has a feeling that  something is wrong.  Mayla is not being herself at all, she has started wearing longsleeves, she looks sad all of the time now,
 and he has noticed that she is thinner.
Will Blake find out what is wrong before it's too late?Tüm hakları saklıdır

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