"How do you know you can never have her" shane says. "Becuase you can't love someone who won't let you in" I say and sniff. "This is a mistake, I got to go. I got stuff to do and I should have nev......." I stop my sentence when I look down to see Santana just watching me and my breath hitches. "SSS...San...Santana" I say and look everywhere but her. I gently put her in the bed and lift up, scratching my neck. I can feel her staring at me and I try my best to seem unfazed. "I should go" I say looking down and turn to walk out but feel a tug on my jeans. I frown and turn to see Santana standing on her knees on the bed and I look down as tears continue to come. "Why are you crying" she asks and I look at her. I search her eyes and they plead me to tell the truth but I just can't. "I'm crying becuase sometimes we find something so beautiful in this world. If not in the world's eyes, our own and we have to let it go. My beautiful something was just a dream and now that reality struck, I have to go back to real life" I say wiping newly tears and I can see that's not the answer she wanted to hear. "Why can't you take that beautiful thing back. Sure you lost it or chose to let it go but will you ever go after it" she asks with hope in her eyes and I smile. "When the time is right, if the beautiful thing knows love. Then it will know" I say while kissing her forehead and walking to the door. I open it and she speaks. "Knows what" I hear and see her staring curiously. "That I love it whole heartidly. Until then, I just have to watch after the beautiful thing, like a friend and show it friend love" with that, I walk out and go down the hall to my room she gave me. I need to show her, what love is. GP!
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