Downfalls
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Every person in this world have their own downfalls. We sometimes stumble and fall on our knees. We may experience a lot of personal challenges but we usually solve them in our own ways. It could be through right or in a wrong process. But except me, I experienced a LOT of downfalls. I was tortured, lost and misjudged for very long time. Like any other people, I committed sin. A sin that brought me into a situation that would lead me to another downfall.
The world is always like that, it is a place where you need to survive and life is a game of cards where you have to know how to play and manipulate it...
and sometimes the only way of surviving or winning a game is to loosen your grip and let go...
Published on June 18, 2016
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