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The Pain in Letting Go

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"I get why you would want to leave after she left you here, but please don't leave. I read your journal and you're not invisible. You have this good inside you, this spark, and we need it, I need it back. So if you're hearing me right now you're not invisible because I see you and you will always have a spark in you that you can use to keep fighting so please, keep fighting, for me," he said over the lifeless body sitting in front of him.

It just takes one moment for our lives to change, and in that moment we are defined as either fighters or a simple no body. It only took 3 seconds for Callie Whitefields life to take a dramatic turn, it was one moment that made it so her sisters car crashed over a bridge and caused her to go into a coma. And in that moment Callie had to make a decision to either keep fighting or give up. Luckily due to her condition of being half dead and alive she's given a choice, after one full week of watching her family members react to the tragedy in her small town she either could fight till the end or simply give into temptation. However, if she fights will she have enough hope in her to continue fighting or will it be replaced with depression and darkness like the rest of her body has done.

So now begs the question, how does Callie keep fighting after someone she cared about dies, but how does she quit fighting after watching for a dreadful week?All Rights Reserved

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