Inside My Mind
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2025 DESCRIPTION:
So I decided to reignite my Wattpad and found this relic from ten years ago. I remember publishing all of these poems, but I must've put them in the drafts again when I abandoned this account (and I see why haha). I thought why not republish them, no edits or anything. Hopefully I can write again soon :)
CONTENT WARNING: the following poems depict feelings of depression, loneliness, self harm, and existentialism. I wrote them in a time in my life when I was going through a lot (as most Wattpad writers were). I can promise you I have healed since then and am doing better, but be warned of what follows. Sending all of my love to each and every one of you <3
ORIGINAL 2015 DESCRIPTION:
These are just random poems, short stories, and random thoughts that I wrote/write.
I'll also put random little songs at the top.
They might relate to the writing, or they could just be random, haha.
Enjoy!
(Ps, please give me feedback! I love hearing your opinions)
Started: 5 June, 2015
Updating Schedule: Random
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