Alone

We Enter This World Alone, We Leave This World Alone.
- James F. Quote

After the War everything change. Survive Now, Cry Later. That's my Motto. The only thing that's wrong with motto though is this: How can you cry when there's nothing left to cry about? That's the way it was. At least for me. There was nothing that can make me see everything in a positive way. It's kind of like the Half Empty/ Half Full cup thing. Before the War I saw that it was Half Full, but after the War the only thing I see is what I would do to get some clean fresh water. That's how bad it is. That's is until I stumble across something life changing. But I don't know if I have the heart to take it in. My personality has changed for the better. It helps me stay alive. I just don't know if it will change me for better or for worse. It can make or break me. If it can help me survive or just slow me done till I have 0% chance of surviving. Should I take the chance?