Confusion
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Last published Sat, Jun 18, 2016
I never thought I'd be one of those people with all the problems they write about all depressive and shit then I remembered oh yeah girls came fuck your mind up faster than you can blink and your heart twice as fast as your mind.
The cover is what I wish I was doing to get rid of this incessant lethargic feeling of uselessness lol
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