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The will of a depression

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Reads 125
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Parts 7
Time 9m

depression romantic

Have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people, talking and acting like everything were normal and completely fine, while all the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you? Because I, Ruth, have days like this on a daily basis. 
"I don't think this pain will ever fade away"All Rights Reserved

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In A Day Or Two by raintrain29

The first and last goodbyes will always give you the chills and the wants to see the person again. But pure happiness only lasts for less than a hundred days until reality decided to fuck up happiness and that colorful world you already built with someone else, starts to crumple up as if you didn't work hard for it to be what it is right now, it'll break down as if you didn't put up any foundations on that love you built. The hours and days you spent way back, was wasted and the efforts are forgotten. One mistake and it's all gone, one mistake and you can never get back what you've lost. In a day or two, I'll ask you. After you lost the one you loved, would you mourn or would you smile? In a day or two can you forgive yourself from the faults you've made or would you blame her for not being that strong to stay? In a day or two, can you forget her? All about her and all the things she do? I guess not. It's impossible. In a day or two, I'll be wishing it was me and not her on that passenger seat. I'll be wishing it was me on that bed she lied both weak and helpless. In a day or two, I'll regret every moment I didn't let her know how much I love her.

Is It Love? by urlocalbookwhore

"Are you okay darling?" Reas soft voice echoed through my phone. "I'm okay, I just-" I stop suddenly. I don't want to ruin this, I might just feel like this because she's my best friend. Or it might be my drunk and empty brain tricking me. "You what?" She sounds worried, I don't want to worry her. "I just don't want to live without you, you make me feel safe. Thank you for always being here." I tried to word it in the most friendly way possible, I probably failed. "I won't ever leave." Her words brought a wave of relief, but I can't help the little part of me that thinks that's a lie. I really hope it's not a lie. ~~ Started: December 23rd, 2020 Finished: December 30th, 2021 COMPLETED

Unrequited {septiplier} ✔ by roflsean

Have you ever loved someone who doesn't love you back? Have you ever longed and desired someone so much that it hurts? And the ugly truth, they'll never feel the same way, they'll never want you. It hurts so bad, the pain makes you feel worthless, because you can't have the one you love. The one you crave. And, I'm very close to breaking. I'm on a cliff, and the little string of hope I have is keeping me from falling over, but, that string is getting worn out, tired of holding on...

Fictional boy by Just1dejohnette

Have you ever had a perfect moment? Like when everything went your way or maybe even better? And sometimes that moment can last for so long that you just get so caught up with it and just forget about what used to be important before the perfect moment. But what if that moment or that person that made that moment perfect was a lie. What if it was all just a dream?

𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+ by ashluvfictionalmen

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

Save Me by LunarDivinity

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DO OVER 100 by kikasmiling

Screams! Thats all I could hear , as I lay on sidewalk covered in a pool of my own blood . "Am I really gonna die....like this " I said with a heavy sigh . Ive never lived a very fulfilling life but that didn't mean I wanted to die . there was so much I wanted to do , to fix . my parents don't give a shit bout me so Im probably gonna be thrown in a public cemetery. I know this is a long shot but If there is a god out there , plz just one chance , it cant end like this ....

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