love letter

Don't give me a pen & paper. Give me a hand to hold & ground beneath my feet. Don't sweep me off with words, hold me instead when I fall. Don't kiss me all day, but hug me tight when I'm trying my hardest to leave.
Don't promise forever, I'm happier with today. Don't ask me to bind you down with a contract. Don't expect that to save us, or assure us. Expect me to fall in love with you, every single day, without being told to. Without reasoning. Without law.
But with instinct. With the need to wake up next to you every morning. With desire.
Its not that I can't settle down. I'm not always on the run. I'm not scared. I'm just a thinker. I ask questions. I love love. What's in my heart matters more than what's in court. I'm going to have a love story that goes down in history. Because I can handle it. I can handle love. And pain. And happiness. I'm capable of crossing bridges & climbing mountains - but I can't sit across you at a dining table every night. I don't want to be your wife. I w