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CUTS BLOOD AND SCREAMS

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Reads 282
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Parts 9
Time 26m

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"Don't you ever cry,crying is weakniss.

That's what Bella's older brother used to tell her befor he died. Now she has to face the foster caer system by her self.after being put in the hospital by her foster dad, she is now being forced to move to Australia. And is now being foster by a family with a son that's going on tour with 1D, and because of her hair experience she is forced to tag along but what happen when she steals the hearts of 2 of the band members, will there band or friendship fall apart?



OK so hi if you started reading any of Darkmatter2003 story's sort about that well I'm her but my wattpad started bugging out so I had to like dileat it then reget it but I forgot my password so sorry but follow me and keep reading I will try to do some of the old ones again and finish them again sorry and pleas spread the word thank you and well read on.All Rights Reserved

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𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐻𝑦𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑎 | 𝐁.𝐄. by greylish

"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

Don't leave me by ThePlacesWeWillGo

Kendra Mills had a terrible past, in and out of foster homes. Not ever feeling real love. Always begging people to adopt her when she was little. She was never adopted but she is now on her own now. She has to find out away to take care of herself for the first time during the winter in London. She finds herself with 5 crazy boys, and is falling for one. She wants to tell them her past but she doesn't want to be treated like another foster teen, but a normal teen. She wants to know what falling in love feels like, real love not that stupid sympathy love family's would give her, and she wants to find her brother that she was separated from when she was little. What will happen to her? Will the 5 boys find out her real past?

Broken Pieces (Adopted by 5SOS) by im-soo-fancy

After enduring 11 years of her abusive father's torture, Reject has built pretty high walls around herself. She lived in her own little silent world where no one but her was allowed in. But what will happen when 4 boys come into her life and try to break those walls down? //trigger warning in this fic: self harm, physical and verbal abuse, psychiatric hospitals// ^^COMPLETED AUGUST 2016^^

Five's A Crowd by ur_anus_

"𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐 𝔽𝔸𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕐 ℍ𝔸𝕊 𝕊𝔼ℂℝ𝔼𝕋𝕊" - - - "My name is Hazel, but most people call me Ze. I'm from Melbourne, and love Taylor Swift." I cringe at my own words, and think back to a time where Fletcher was one of the only people calling me Ze. "Does anyone have questions for Miss. Bolivi?" Fletcher asks, and I hate the way my father's last name sounds on his lips. Lots of students raise their hands, and I feel overwhelmed. People actually want to learn something about me? "Yes, Miss. Abbott. Ask away," Fletcher says to one of the girls who is seated at a table at the front of the class, with other kids who all look bitchy like her. "Are you related to the Bolivi brothers?" Her disgustingly sweet voice pukes out. "My last name is Bailey," I say coldly, hating how that was her only query about me. - - - Hazel Bailey. She's your typical Australian teenage girl. From going out with friends every Friday night, to crushing on university boys. But what happens when this seemingly normal girl experiences the loss of her mother? Fearing that she's going to go into foster care, Hazel begins to stress, but she quickly discovers that she's not going to go into the system. Instead, her five older brothers have gained custody of her. The same five older brothers she never knew existed. Something about them seems off, and Hazel can't help acting wary. But they're not the only ones with secrets. Join Hazel in a journey of lies, love, attachment, and humor.

Mikey's T-shirt by TheJBomb

Mikey has a new best friend, his rad t-shirt, ok maybe it's not his best friend but he REALLY likes it and either way Raph can't stand it. (This isn't actually that relevant to the plot I just put it here coz I'm terrible at descriptions) Mikey gets captured by shredders goons-will his t-shirt...I mean brothers save him? Warning: this book contains self harm! Not much but still. This is a serious topic, please don't take it lightly and if your struggling seriously, talk to someone. It helps. (Ps. There may be a lot of 'chapters' but they're all fairly short) (Completed March 2020) {Editing because the writing is SHAMEFUL} (Idk when i wrote that but this never got edited lmao)

Drifting Away (Luke Hemmings) by prettyinblackthings

It's funny to think the person who broke you is the person that can fix you. What now? Cara is blinded by her new lover. She couldn't see what he was. The only true love she had in her life was gone. She wanted him to save her. What happens to Luke? A few years later he's still not over her. He still wakes up with her on his mind. Still has the messages saved on his phone. He still looks over the photos they ever took together when he's down. Even though they haven't spoken for years. Will life threatening disease bring the two together again? © 2015, Ash (bxndtxbers), All rights reserved THIRD BOOK IN THE ADOPTED BY 5SOS SERIES NOT EDITED!!!

Faker | Muke by 1995mgc

"What do you mean Michael was seen with another guy?" Luke asked, looking over at Calum with furrowed brows and hurt expression. "That doesn't make sense, he wouldn't cheat on me." "I don't know what is going on... I'm just as confused as you are Luke." or Where Michael and Luke have been outed by a few drunken photos that got leaked from their phones. Now that their relationship has supposedly gone public, their management has decided to take matters into their own hands and only giving Michael an ultimatum. The band or Luke. Well, Michael chose the band... Choosing the band resulted in giving Michael a beard to prance around the city with and expect people to believe he's dating a moderately famous person to bring more publicity to the band. Leaving Luke broken hearted with no explanation on to why any of this is happening so suddenly or why Michael moved out of their apartment or why Michael isn't the same Michael anymore.

Forced (One Direction and 5SOS) by idklottie

What would you do if you were a total loser your whole life and just wanted to fit in? Would you change and become someone else? Someone better. Brittany had the best life. She had the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friends, the best school, parties all night long and no worries. Well, until she gets in a little trouble. Then her parents send her away to stay with her brother, Luke. Now she has to deal with her pesky older brother and his band on tour. But what if a certain boy on the tour begins to have feelings for Brittany? And he begins to learn her secret. Who is he? What if she finds out his identity? What if he brings out the real her? And what if she likes it? No that's impossible. I mean, she's only there because she was forced. Right? (Just so you guys know I absolutely hate this book so there's no need to tell me how terrible it is) ALSO WARNING: MILD CARROTYNESS IM SORRY

One Of The Hemmings by iero_saurus

Skyler Aviana Hemmings. The youngest of the Hemmings family. She used to be the bubbly, kinda girly sister of Luke, Jack and Ben. Luke's age is the closest age to Skyler's, thus her and Luke has a stronger relationship. But everything drastically changed when Luke's band became very well known and he'd tour for a number of months. She grew distant from everyone except for her friends Percy, Avan and Drew. She started locking up in her room all the time, dying her hair, getting piercings and tattoos, and would stay at Avan, Drew or Percy's house more often. Just like her brother she is musically inclined. She can sing, play the guitar and drums, and of course write music. She belonged in a band called 'Monsters In Your Heads' as the drummer and singer of the band. Whenever Luke comes home she would take off her piercings, dye hair blonde, and wear baggy shirts and shorts as well as foot socks to cover her a tattoo she got below her ankle. She'd avoid him and always go out until he'll have to go back on tour. But he went to tour for 10 months. What will happen when he got a call from his parents 6 weeks into tour saying they can't handle Skyler's attitude and they would be sending her to tour with him?

"I'm Fine" ☠ l.h by isabella_slater

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

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"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.