too afraid to love | cethany
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Last published Tue, Dec 9, 2014
he took my hand in mine, ❝us against the world, forever. is that correct?❞ he asked me.
❝indeed.❞ i said to him.
that's what he thought.
but in reality, it wasn't him and i against the world, it was myself and the haunting memories running through my veins that were trapped.
it was myself against myself.
a story about your favourite beauty guru and your favourite youtuber - colliding to create something beautiful.
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