Connor has never been able to speak his feelings as well as he can write them, therefore, when he has a crush, he writes letters instead of voicing his fascination with a person. The letters are never sent. They are just for Connor, to relieve stress and help him get over his feelings so he can get on with his life. When all 5 letters that he has ever written are sent all out at once, his life is sent into chaos, having to deal with old feelings of his own and new feelings of others INSPIRED BY THE BOOK : TO ALL THE BOYS I'VE LOVED BEFORE