Wanting (A Mindless Behavior Story)
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  • Reads 2,036
  • Votes 71
  • Parts 17
  • Time 46m
Ongoing, First published Aug 12, 2013
“Don’t you EVER say that again! I don't want to hurt you but I'll do what it takes!” His grip was to strong for me to get loose. I wanted to cry for help. All I kept thinking was, "What the Hell have I gotten myself into?"

20 year old Shivón has gotten herself into a situation with no way out. Her best friend hates her, her relationship is in the toilet, and to top it off she has an over aggressive stalker. All Shivón wants to know is "Why?" Why does her best friend forever hate her? Why does her boyfriend seem so distant? Why is she the one the stalker is, Wanting?
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