Better Off Dead
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Jun 23, 2016
How come no one heard her when she said maybe I'm better off dead, if I was would that finally be enough to shut out all the voices in my head.
-Sleeping with sirens
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I didn't mean for it to happen. It all happened so fast. If only was faster, stronger, louder, then maybe he could've been saved. But now he's dead because of me. I have sleepless nights and restless day. My thoughts are always on him. Now if only his soul would stop haunting me.
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