Isolation//Phan
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Last published Thu, Jun 23, 2016
Phil Lester, age 25
Mental patient #405
Description - Phil is schizophrenic, and is said to be talking to himself, or to the voice in his head. He's been admitted for 3 years. He is unresponsive to medication, and unresponsive to daily therapy sessions. Further updates are to come.
//Phil is said to be crazy. He doesn't talk to anybody. Except Dan. But Dan isn't real - he's the voice in Phil's head.
One day, someone new gets admitted into the psych ward. The entire thing throws Phil off more than he already is -
He thinks the man who was admitted was the physical being of the voice in his head.
Phil knew his mind wasn't right, and that he might have been a little bit crazy. But after that day, he started to think it was definitely more than a little bit.//
*THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN STRONG LANGUAGE, AND MAY HAVE TRIGGERS (I WILL PUT A TRIGGER WARNING WHERE THE SAID TRIGGER IS)*
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