Porcelain: The Truth Behind The Scars
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"God knows one day you will finally see that scars will heal but were meant to bleed..."
I can still see the scars. I can still remember each and every cut. I used one bony finger and traced a long scar that went across my wrist and stopped just short of my vein.
Porcelain. My skin is just like porcelain, and I know that the voices in my head are telling the truth when they tell me that I'm insane...
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Jonah knows that he's insane. He knows that he isn't normal, and that this is all in head
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