"We're moving again?!"
Amelia practically minutes away from screaming, is just getting home to hear news that her father was fired from his current job and are moving AGAIN.
Amelia has been moving 3 times in the same year, and she's getting quiet tired of the reason why. Her father has a drinking problem, which has been interfering with his work at his jobs.
Ever since her mom passed away from cancer when she was only 10, her dad has been suffering from an extreme alcohol problem. She tries to help him, but he always slips into his old habits once again.
"Yes, and I'm sorry, I really am because I knew that you were starting to make nice friends here."
He was right about that, but it still gets me on edge that we are moving for the 4th time already, but I know its for the best.
I'm just scared of one thing that every teen gets scared of, is that when you are moving; your leaving one high school, to an even more hell-hole one.
One where you know that there's gonna be Queen Bee and her minions, one with stupid teachers and weird kids(no offense), but most likely to one where you know that your gonna get in situation that's gonna change your life; your gonna get in a situation with something BAD.
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Go on Amelia Crem's journey through another round of psychotic, or also know as high school. There she will not just bump into the world's biggest bitch, craziest friends, but also the badass bad boy on campus; AKA- Ryan Tulman.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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