"Love is so complicated. I wish uggggg. It hate my life, so much pain and confusion. I don't know who cares about me from who doesn't. Sometimes I wish ............ I wish I had died in the car crash that night. Then people would stop blaming your death on me. I miss u dad. More than ever. People tell me everyday, especially mom, that if I didn't run away then u would still be alive. I'm so sorry that I brought shame to our family." Hi, I'm Summer Caniff and I'm 15 years old . The youngest of the caniff family and yes my big brother is The Taylor Caniff. I don't tell much people that though but not everybody is as dumb as you think. Ever since the accident I've become rebellious. I don't like people telling me what to do and if I can't have my own way then that's a problem for me. My brother works hard to give me a lifestyle that I want, what, I'm spoiled and there no going back. Join me in my adventurous lifestyle, this is going to be one heck of a ride. Warning: this story was written when I was younger and you will cringe while reading it, so read at your own risk. Also please don't leave any hate comments. I don't even know why I'm publishing this but anyway enjoy....