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LETTER BY LETTER

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defeatism desolation family friendship helplessness hope letters life problems suicide

Jeremy messaged me one day quite unexpectedly, having read up to a certain part in my Memoir. What follows is the journey he and I took, in the behind the scenes world of Wattpad - where people connect and messages are exchanged and friendships are formed. Jeremy reached out a hand and I extended mine and together we travelled through many ups and downs and essentially, created his own Memoir in the process... 

He has asked me to make these conversations public so that readers can understand him and perhaps find within his words and his personal ongoing struggles, a path to understanding for themselves... He hopes too, that by releasing the 'monster' inside him, the blackness will lift, allowing the light of hope and desire for life to shine through.

This is my hope also. It has been a journey of learning for myself as well, as I have tried to discover ways to help him, often shedding tears, feeling the frustration of helplessness and the fear of losing him, of his letting go my hand... 

These 'letters' are unedited, and broken into parts as they were exchanged. Jeremy's words are in bold and my words are in italics, for the purpose of distinguishing between our conversations.All Rights Reserved

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A Glimmer of Hope (Book 2B of Wolfcreek Series)

Two years. Two years have passed since I had left the man that I loved, my second chance mate. It had been two years since I caved, since I caved in to the fear that Xavier would be like my first mate, abusing me and breaking me far beyond repair. A part of me knew that was the fear talking, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't help but listen, leaving behind the man that I was supposed to stay with for the rest of my life and leaving behind the children that I was supposed to care for. However, there was a part of me that didn't want to listen and didn't want the fear to win. That part wanted me to be with him through thick and thin, not wanting to be alone any longer broken or not. Just maybe this male was the one that would finally help me put myself back together. Maybe. All I needed to do was keep that small glimmer of hope alive. It was all that I had. _______________________________________ NOTE: IF YOU READ THIS BOOK ON ANY OTHER APP BESIDES WATTPAD THEN IT IS COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT. I GAVE NO ONE PERMISSION TO USE MY BOOK AND HAVE NOT POSTED IT ANYWHERE ELSE, SO... YA. REPORT THAT BOOK. Thanks.