Complications!

If someone asks me to describe my life in one word then that one word would have been "Complicated".
Life plays unfair to some. And I guess I'm one of those 'some' ...... Realising that I'm all on my own in this unfair world made things worse for me. I could never rely on people as those past experiences I had, made them all look like some extremely evil villains. But I had to be strong, this was just the beginning. "Everyone has problems in their life, if they can handle it then so can I" , this is what I used to think of when ever I was breaking free from all the acting-strong. ........
........ Now here I'm with a smile on my face and a diary in my hand. (Writing poems & letting my fears and sorrows out - my way of expressing myself). People still think of me as inexpressive & quite but I guess it's fine. Maybe someday I'll find someone who I can be comfortable with and someone who will understand me but till then I can hope - hope for a hand to lead me out from the dark - hope for a day with a true bright smile on my face and a hand in my hand ..........