Hard To Believe
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Autumn wished she would've had a normal life. After her father died in a shooting while working for the YouTube commpany. She's developed panic attacks, anxiety, flashbacks, traumas, and terrifying life experiences. She's always been bullied, wishing her life would end. People calling her emo, stupid, idiotic, to go kill herself. She never knew why anyone said those things but she dealt with it. Her best friend, Hannah, was the only person keeping her going along with, but then gets second thoughts with her being friends with the popular girl, McKenna, which made fun of her also. She's been watching YouTubers that tell her that she's not ugly and that she can do this and be happy, but now with all of it in real life, getting to her, she wishes she could die. Will Hannah realize what's happening or will Autumn end up ending her life.
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