Tired
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Last published Sat, Jan 28, 2017
Meet Ruby Gould a 14 year old depressed teenager who can't stand anyone and not even herself.Even though she knows people care,Even though she knows they dont.But how can she know?She doesn't know she just thinks.
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Ruby is my own little creation to show people that not everyone is happy in life even though they act like it.People are dying everyday because of depression and people being blind and not noticing it help them.And I want that to stop because we should make those people feel better about themselves.
I dedicate this whole book to people who are dealing with this kind of pain.I just want to say you're never alone in this world and if you think you are then I'm here and willing to help.
---April T. James
(Just keep swimming,just keep swimming )
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