He loved me for all the years he had been with me. I was the only girl in his life BEFORE. The only exemption in all the hatred he feels for all girls. The only girl he spent his time with. The only girl that could make him smile and laugh. The only girl he wants to be with. The only girl that tested his patient. The only girl he cried for, begged for and protected. I was that girl before. Yeah,BEFORE."
That's the saddest thing when everything suddenly change. You cannot go back to those times and moments. All you can do is to regret. Regret for all the wrong you've done.
But I ain't giving up.
He is the only guy I ever see,I ever admire, I ever dream, and I ever love. I'll do whatever it takes to get him back.
Again, whatever it takes. Even it takes years, decades, or even it hurts so damn much, even if I need to cry a river, even if he'll leave and reject me over and over again, I'll still be here. I will still love him with all my heart and soul. Just him. Only him, for always.
TOTGA (Candy Stories #4) (Published under Bliss Books)
54 parts Complete
54 parts
Complete
Engineering students Pfifer and Ivan know that what they have is something special. Without a proper label between them plus an ugly twist of fate, can they manage to be together in the end--or will they remain as each other's TOTGA and nothing more?
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May feelings na laging nandiyan, nakaabang kung kailan magpapapansin. Nakaabang kung kailan ako titisurin sa mga pamilyar na kanta, lugar, at salita. Magpapaalala sa isang mukha na hindi ko naman gano'n kakabisado pero pamilyar. Magpapaalala sa mga dating pakiramdam.
Malalaman mo raw kung sino ang The One That Got Away mo kapag narinig mo 'yong salita at nakaalala ka ng iisang tao lang; nakatisod ka ng mga dating pakiramdam; nangulila ka sa mga nakaraang saya; nakaalala ka ng mga pamilyar na sakit.
Sabi, time heals wounds at distance makes one forget. Bakit parang hindi naman effective? Bitbit ko pa rin lahat ng what if. Hindi pa rin ako makatakas sa maraming sana.
Ako ba ang bumitiw o siya? Tapos na ba kami talaga?
Ang sarap magtanong kaso...wala nga palang kami noon.
Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish.