Entries From A Journal, Never Read
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Dernière publication ven., août 12, 2016
Actual journal entries filled with thoughts of a teenage girl. Live within her thoughts and get to know her on another level. Connect with the side of a girl no one gets to see. Connect with the side she hides from the world. She's a happy girl that everyone loves, but no one really knows. This is your chance to see the real girl she is and see her for who she really is. Now is your chance to really get to know a person and look deep into them, because if you really don't know someone, can you really say you care.
If you're curious as to how old she is she was born in 2000, if that makes it easier.
And again I'm doing this on a phone and don't always catch my mistakes so I'm sorry for bad grammar and spelling.
**if you have any questions about anything in this book feel free to leave a comment and I'll be happy to answer them**
**also some entries are out of order due to the fact my journal was also out of order**
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