Running in Circles
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[RE-WRITE OF DAY'S END]
Imagine this: everything you knew and loved is gone. It's just you, wandering in a world full of only death, and you're completely at the mercy of yourself- your actions. The law is no longer a construct. There are no consequences to scare you out of doing whatever your deprived, starving mind wills. Life no longer has meaning, whether it is one that has been taken or the one that gets to grow as a result of that "sin". In this world- in this merciless, hellish, torturous world, just what would you do to survive?
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