Fan Girl Life 20 years By Now (One Shot)

How does it feel to be a fan girl of a certain group?

How does it feel to go to their concerts, buy their albums, postcards, shirts and so on?

How does it feel to watch their music videos, their moments on and off cam?

How does it feel to see them in person, talk to them like some sort of long time friend? Hold their hand? Heard them say 'I Love You' 'Saranghae'?

"Breathtaking"

Once my friend told me.

I'm a certified fan girl of one of the coolest and popular group. Spent my youthful years with them. Yeah, and it's been a years.

A fan girl life is not that easy as one, two, three. We do had a lot of businesses to do. Most of them is to think on how to buy their stuffs, albums, shirts, freebies and many more. We make ourselves busy by watching their videos. Listening to their songs. But the biggest problem a fan girl could feel is the perks of not having a money to buy their concert ticket. It is a big factor for us if we didn't attend their concert, feels like depression.

Like I've said, it's not that easy.

What hurt us the most is that peak of the time when we realise that maybe someday, that group we idolize might disband. Parted ways like the just-break-up usually do. Is it really that hard? That painful? That emotional? Maybe yes, Maybe no.

I don't know.

All I could remember is, I did it. I conquered it. How? It happened so fast that I couldn't remember anymore.

I'm Titania Ryahn Castro a biggest fan of one group. I wrote this short story to relate the fans. This is not a fictional one but this is based in true to life experience one time. And I hope you will feel the same thing I've felt that time. The title is based on what I am today and it is.....

The Fan Girl Life 20 years By Now