Chaotic

"You can't just waltz back in here and expect to win me over again, Seb.", she said in between sobs,"You don't know how hard it's been for me. All it takes is a second to look at a car or a movie or hear a goddamn song that you used to quote. All it takes is a second for me to get lost in the thoughts of what we could have been, a second, for me to realize that love isn't something that's out of our control, it's a choice and that after a while you're going to walk away and take your pick while I'm going to be sitting here, damaged and depressed, choosing you over and over again."