Ghost Touch

I lay in my bed thinking about when you were able to hold me and kiss me yet at this moment in time im alone so i roll to the other side squeezing my eyes shut and i pray i just want to sleep i dont want to think...think of the arms that use to guide up from my hips up to the mid of my body...i dont want to think of the voice and the lips that would stretch out to my ear...lord help me because at this time in the dark im alone with out those arms my mind is filled with the thoughts my heart hurts from the thought i just want that comfort again yet i know i cant go back and feel it yet again so i lay in this bed in the dark squeezing my eyes tight trying to fight the thought of you touching me again