My End

I've reached my end, never getting to tell anyone how I got here, I decided I'll tell it through my flashbacks.
You'll hear about how I've held back my whole life.
Felt second best my whole life,
Had some good times,
But still always watching others get what I've worked hard for, handed to them in a silver platter.
I'm lived an ok life, and I refuse to be jealous of what others have, but sometimes, just sometimes I wish things would have worked out in my favour.
But they never did....
and now here I am sharing my story with an audience I'm not even sure exists.