Trying to be Strong

My 5 am story about my thoughts. You're welcome. Dan is in love with his bully, Phil.
Phil hates Dan, or is that just what Dan thinks? Dan is mute and has no friends. No one cares about Dan, not even his own parents. While Phil is popular and seems to have the perfect life, then again not everything is what it seems.

TRIGGER WARNINGS
Gay slurs, anorexia, suicide attempt, depression, cussing, self harm, violence, smoking, drinking, idk what else but more will be added later.