Who Am I?
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MatureOngoing6m
Last published Fri, Jul 15, 2016
Hello.
I really have no idea what the hell this book is going to be. I guess its like a blog-type thing.
I'm going to say this a couple of times, but this is not for you guys; its for me.
It's for me to vent out my frustrations to. I will be posting "inspirational" words and quotes that have helped me through my shitty life.
I will be talking about how I see the different mental disorders, as well as my life and how I have gotten through everything and so on.
I honestly don't care if this gets a lot of reads, votes, or comments.
I AM making this to not only help myself, but to help others; hopefully. Even knowing if this only helped one person, would make me happy. But this is still only for me. I just hoping to help people on the way.
!⚠WARNING⚠!
This can be triggering to some people. I talk about suicide, self-harm, rape, abuse, and other bad things.
PLEASE do NOT read if you are sensitive or have a faint heart. I want this to HELP people, not hurt them.
Thank you.
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