black is my name
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naglalakad lang ako sa hallway ng walang kabuhay buhay..
same routine, same way!
im invisible to everyone lalong lalo na sa sarili ko..
i dont know who i am
basta't ganito na ako simula ng imulat ko ang mga mata ko..
while i was walking..
lagi ko nalang iniisip..
"is my life worth living?"
my life is not messed but it is filled with dark and empty..
how will i lived?
kung palagi nalang ganito..
im all alone and forever alone..
will someone light me up?
and show me the way in this empty life of mine..
i, aya kai shandell.. a kind of person who doesn't even know who am i or
is it..
"what am i?"
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