Before the awakening

Ben was the chosen one, thirsty for power.

Master Luke had told me I was the chosen one.He promised me that with work, I could be the most powerful person in the galaxy. He promised me the life I had always dreamed of, the life where I could be a hero, where people would obey my every command. I was destined to be the most important person in the universe. But then She showed up.

Rey was just a small girl, with small dreams, from a small planet.

I didn't want this. Ever since I was born, people have told me that I was special. they have said that I should go to Master Luke, that he would train me to be a Jedi, that I had the potential. But I didn't want to. I wanted to remain on Jakku, to keep to myself, wait for my family to come find me. But no. They pushed me to my breaking point, practically forced me to go. So I went. I admit, I am bad under pressure. But when I arrived at the Jedi temple, not all were welcoming.

Finn was used to life. Then they took him away.

I didn't love them. They treated me like trash. That's why I welcomed the first order with open arms. But the things that I learned there, the things that they taught, were to terrible to describe. I didn't know where I fit in.

Poe loved her. Then disaster set in.

It hurts to talk about, I loved her to the moon and back. She was the one who taught me all I know, but she was also the one who raised me. I was not expected to fly a plane, until I was forced to take her place.