[To future fiance.] Promise me something. Promise me that every decision that can come between us you will consider me, you will acknowledge me. I in return promise the same. [To future kids.] I'm sorry for bringing you into this world, it was selfish of me. I wanted you, i needed you. I knew you would suffer, you wouldn't be complete but i couldn't not have you. I wanted you and for that i'm sorry. [To my grandfather.] If i could do something over again it would be to get to you in time. Not to stop your death but to be there with you. I regret it every day, it fills me with guilt. I love you.
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