Stained Hearts [on Hold]
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  • Reads 210
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 49m
Ongoing, First published Jun 26, 2016
Under Major editing, next update might not be for a while. 
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Clare Jackson was the shy girl. She never did anything wrong. She stayed out of everyone's way. But after one night at an underground fighting club, things start to unfold.

 Lucas Lakewood wants to find out who this mysterious girl really is and not just the side she let's people see. While Clare just wants to run from her past that seems to follow her. Lucas tries to do the same thing.They both want to leave what they left behind but they only seem to be taking the same path again. They are both filled with hurt and pain that they try to excape. But how can they excape something they both love? 
She hates him and the way of his life. He despises her and how she hides things. But they can't stay away from each others stained hearts.

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"Shove it up your ass. You can't just act like a bitch and walk out when ever you feel like it. You want to know why?" He yells at me. I could see the water in his eyes. My chest clinched knowing what I was doing to him. I wish it wasn't this way, I wish it could just be us. Nothing else.

"Why?" I yell and wipe the tears falling down my face. They stung, reminding me of why I'm doing this. For him, so he will be safe.

"Because we can't live with out each other." His voice softened.

I couldn't react to his next movement. His lips slammed onto mine, his hands in my hair forcing me to stay with him. The kiss holds everything, the moment we first met to the moment we first kissed. The moment I found out the truth, the moment I found what I needed. It held the times I cried in his arms and the nights he couldn't spend alone. This kiss held the love we each shared for each other. It pained me because even this couldn't change what I had to do. 

I shared this kiss with the man that looked into my eyes, and could see it all. 
I held onto this moment as long as I could, because it will all eventually end. 

I held onto this one last kiss.
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