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guilty of devotion - [dnp au]

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Reads 1,648
Votes 101
Parts 16
Time 8h 37m

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how it feels::
- to be just like him
- to be born like him
- to have loved and lost
- to never know what you're looking for

maybe i'll::
- keep this mind
- speak to him
- lie to him
- play this role
- cope with life without hope
- act like my act is together
and live in this moment forever.

~slow burn; ongoing~

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