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guilty of devotion - [dnp au]
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how it feels::
- to be just like him
- to be born like him
- to have loved and lost
- to never know what you're looking for
maybe i'll::
- keep this mind
- speak to him
- lie to him
- play this role
- cope with life without hope
- act like my act is together
and live in this moment forever.
~slow burn; ongoing~
["guilty of devotion" by dylan strayed on spotify]
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