loosely - summer 2k16

1. the games you play: a constant gamble of do you like me, do you not?
2. the sound of your knuckles against the piano, it makes my heart stop even when i feel so alive; amazing how as humans we use metaphors to express how certain people make us feel alive. but my love, you make me feel dead.
3. tag, you're it; you sprint away from me, and i will chase you until my hands are wrapped around your collar and you'll tell me you love me. i'll leave.
4. you're a mystery. i'll find the gold in you and when i can't find anymore i'll complain and say you aren't enough. don't listen to me.
5. the shivers your voice gives me and the goosebumps you give me, my skin is rising and you try to sink it down but the closer you get, the more my skin escalates and the more dead i feel.
6. people want to feel alive but i want to feel dead; you're the closest thing to hell i'll ever get and the fire is what i crave and you are a forest burning after every second passes by. i just want to be burned by you even if it means walking around with third degree burns.
7. i don't want you, i want adrenaline.
8. you look at me with your chocolate brown eyes, i want to be gentle. i want you to hold my hand and buy me roses even if i call it cliché. but when you let me go, i want to grab you by the collar and press you against your car, get you to love me, and then leave.
"i will break you, and i'm sorry for being a bad person but i already know i will. but i still can't stay away. i'm forever sorry for that."

Belle lives her life in fear of love but what happens when she runs into the boy who plays the piano at an awkward recital; what happens when she runs into a boy who finds a way into her heart- the part she didn't even know she had?