Trapped In The (Completed)(#Wattys2016)

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Reads 146
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Parts 13
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How can you scape the darkness if you can't see the light?
How can you scape your demons without help?
How can you scape loneliness if you are alone?
Is that even possible?All Rights Reserved

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Dream has been a selective mute for a few years now after a certain incident. The list of people hes comfortable talking to is small, and does not include one of his best friends, George. Can George get his friend to talk, and maybe even figure out a way to help? How will their relationship evolve as George breaks down Dreams walls. ~ Cover art is done my me! I dont have a tiktok (only a twitter) associated with this wattpad account or this fanfiction! If anyone is claiming to be me, its not! if I ever create any other accounts for this story I would let you all know!! ~ With the rising popularity of this book, I want say that within writing this I am not trying to invalidate others experiences as a selective mute. Ive done as much research on it as I could, and I tied my own experiences with Anxiety and RSD into it. If there is anything remotely incorrect or rude in the way it is represented or interacted with inside this book please inform me and Ill make an effort to correct it! Thank you! ~ For reference, any dialogue quoted through * * is sign language, which isn't used too heavily in this story but there will be references to it. Just for a sake of simplicity so I don't have to describe the motions every time. Additionally, if any quotes are italicized, that means they are through text or writing. (unless during a dream, where all text is italicized to signify that its from the past and or in the head) ~ TW list - Mention of minimal injury - Mention of major injury - Mentions of physical abuse - Mentions of fire - Mentions of PTSD - Graphic depictions of violence (Trigger warnings will not be stated at the beginning of every chapter like most writers do unless they are extremely triggering, which those will not be mentioned in this story anyways)

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I am dead inside but I just ignore it all, until something happens. I met someone and now I need to fight with my inner demons... and discover myself.

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*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?

George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him. But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly... TW's: -Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid -Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions)) -Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses -Slight homophobia -Suicide attempts -Slight abuse -Self harm REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)

Comfort in Silence // dnf

Dream has been a selective mute for a few years now after a certain incident. The list of people hes comfortable talking to is small, and does not include one of his best friends, George. Can George get his friend to talk, and maybe even figure out a way to help? How will their relationship evolve as George breaks down Dreams walls. ~ Cover art is done my me! I dont have a tiktok (only a twitter) associated with this wattpad account or this fanfiction! If anyone is claiming to be me, its not! if I ever create any other accounts for this story I would let you all know!! ~ With the rising popularity of this book, I want say that within writing this I am not trying to invalidate others experiences as a selective mute. Ive done as much research on it as I could, and I tied my own experiences with Anxiety and RSD into it. If there is anything remotely incorrect or rude in the way it is represented or interacted with inside this book please inform me and Ill make an effort to correct it! Thank you! ~ For reference, any dialogue quoted through * * is sign language, which isn't used too heavily in this story but there will be references to it. Just for a sake of simplicity so I don't have to describe the motions every time. Additionally, if any quotes are italicized, that means they are through text or writing. (unless during a dream, where all text is italicized to signify that its from the past and or in the head) ~ TW list - Mention of minimal injury - Mention of major injury - Mentions of physical abuse - Mentions of fire - Mentions of PTSD - Graphic depictions of violence (Trigger warnings will not be stated at the beginning of every chapter like most writers do unless they are extremely triggering, which those will not be mentioned in this story anyways)

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