You Ruined Me

You Ruined Me

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Annabelle's life was amazing before him, she had everything she could dream of. When James Ryan enters Annabelle's life, everything gets turned upside down. As I slowly close my eyes, I hear my phone chime next to my ear. Ten missed calls, and 20 unread messages from him. The man who caused all this pain has tried to make the impression that he cares about what is going on in my life, my self-harming, when in reality he is the cause to all my pain and suffering. I shut my eyes once again, hoping this time not to be interrupted by the specific chime set to him. I hear a quite screech from upstairs I know my best friend, Emma has come over. I wish she would just go home so she didn't have to witness this pain. I hear my mother explain to her that I'm in my room and she is more than welcome to come down here. "Hey lazy bug, why don't we go see a movie. We haven't done that in like forever" she drags out the last part. I roll onto my stomach trying to hide my tear streaked face.
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