Monster Song

Bells never really knew what was what, how to handle things or how to make friends. She's always been that one awkward kid no one wants to go near. She always sits alone in school and has no friends. She doesn't really see the need for them anyway, since it's just drama. But it does hurt to know that no one knows that she exists and that if someday she were to just disappear, no one would notice. She has something called autism, which is not a disease, yet has no cure. Her life is full of loneliness, confusion and agonizing pain because of this. Yet, she sings her song.

All she really wants is to be understood.

She's never really fit in and she's always struggled with how to show her emotions and she has horrible social skills. She has a getaway place, a forest. No one's ever bothered her there until.. she finally made some friends, that she takes there but soon she finds out the whole thing was just a scheme, pity friends. Life at home isn't any better. She's constantly yelled at, for in her opinion, doing nothing. All of this makes her feel like a monster. A monster no one wants to deal with, no one believes in.. something everyone fears. Getting tiredsome of the loneliness she runs away to her forest and stumbles upon a majestic brown and tan male wolf, whom she sings for. Thinking she wants it, the wolf turns her into a beautiful white wolf so she can come live with him. To be happy. To belong somewhere. To be whole. So she does, she soon realizes that her new mate is the alpha of a pack, a pack full of disabled wolves. Special wolves. Like her. She befriends Misha, Huu, Lihnar, Kija and Rashak. She finally finds a place where she belongs, where she can be happy.. where she can be her. Until..

Bells tells her story of love, rejection, loss and faith in the most tear jerking way possible.