When i lost my grandmother my life came crashing down. This is basically what i felt at the time and while writting this i cryed so much i hope you can feel my pain and sympathy my urge to have her back and how horrible i felt please read with emotion and feeling and something that will help is if you put soft music in the background while reading. If you need a sugestion song for my book - "Breath"-bye SIA instrumental ....that should do the trick but litsen closley to the words i say and penentrate them in your heart as u read!thanks, please read and vote id love you even more if you did!!