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You're Worse Than Nicotine

PanicAtTheDalek

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PanicAtTheDalek

The apricot walls. The bright green curtains. The squeaky plastic chairs and the loud obnoxious voices. 

Clouds of dark grey smoke. Bottles of liquid ember. A hunger that cannot be filled. An addiction. 

It is hell. But a hell that feels so right.All Rights Reserved

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Chapter 1
Thu, Jul 14, 2016

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Chapter 1
Thu, Jul 14, 2016

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