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"So you're telling me that after all this time, you've been playing with my feelings as if I'm nothing to you?" Rachel said with tears running down her face.
"Yes...I mean no. It was never meant to be this way. I'm sorry." Shawn said as tears threatened to fall from his eyes. He didn't look at her because he feared that he would be the one to cry harder.
Rachel turned to him, continuing to cry, and said with a stern voice, "You're sorry? You're sorry for being the reason for why I cried so many times? You're sorry for being someone who I thought would never hurt me? Or are you sorry for being the person that broke me?"
She waited for him to say something but he didn't even look at her. Rachel got up and walked towards the door. Before she turned the knob, she said, "You know... if you meant it, you would've ended us a long time ago. So I want to thank you for being the person who I can never trust again. And also for being the person I hate so much. Have a nice life, Shawn," to him in a low voice. She waited a couple of seconds and just looked at him before she left, hoping he would say something but he never did. Rachel left Shawn's life for good.
All he could ever think was that he just lost the best thing that ever happened to him as he sobbed with his head in his hands.
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A few snippets so far: I felt naked in front of him. He's stripped me bare, pulled back my flesh, cracked open my rib cage to literally have my heart in his hands. He has the power to finish me off with one forceful squeeze or help hold all the pieces together while I work on mending and healing it. **** I take this time to breathe in the stale peacefulness of the room and wait for my body to properly wake up to get started with another day. My thoughts are soon abruptly stopped when I hear heavy breathing next to me, then I can feel the rise and fall of someone's chest and the heaviness of something wrapped around my torso. The imaginary glue in my eyes disappears as they open in a flash. To my utter disbelief and confusion, I find Harry sleeping...in my bed...with me. What, when how...what in the world is happening?! My internal panic worsens when I realize if he's here he saw the broken glass and blood in the room. FUCKING HELL! "Don't freak out, don't freak out," I talk out loud to myself but it's not fucking working. **** Last fucking chance to tell me I'm wrong and you're not hoeing around then sleep in my bed!" I say as harshly as I can. She doesn't say anything, doesn't even bat an eye at what I said. I pick up her phone on my nightstand and throw it at the closed door and watch her body tense up in anger. Her fists are white from how tightly she is clamping her fingers in her palm and her jaw is clenched. "You said it yourself, we're just friends. Friends don't act jealous like this," she quietly speaks. "I am not jealous; I couldn't give a fuck less. Have nothing to be jealous of." She takes a step back like I hit her, I can see her shattering right in front of me. "You know your way out. Get the fuck out of my apartment now," she walks over to grab her phone that bounced off the wall and walks out, she stops before she closes the door all the way.
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