For 15-year-old Michael Clifford, video games and music are the only things that can chase away his existential thoughts. But sometimes, even that isn't enough. Enter Annalise, Michael's childhood best friend and the sunshine to his stormy skies. With some help from his headstrong best friend, will Michael actually follow his dreams? Or will his fears hold him back? (A 5SOS fanfiction) Trigger warnings: depression, anxiety, existential crisis, suicidal thoughts