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Before The End (One Direction)

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"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?"
Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. 
Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves?
*Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.*All Rights Reserved

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DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Breaking The Ice by sarbearfive

All Harry Styles ever wanted to do was play hockey. It was his passion in life, and the only thing he ever really felt he was good at. Without it, he was lost. After a tragic series of events leaves him feeling angry and unsure of his future, he knows he is falling into a pattern of bad behavior. His daily fight to escape the past and move on with his life is weighing on him, so when he is given one final shot at playing college hockey he knows it's his only option. Eager to get the hell out of England, Harry earns a spot playing for the University of Michigan and takes his opportunity at a fresh start. However, he soon discovers that his new start is full of it's own challenges and maybe running from his past wasn't as easy as he thought. He is thrown into the middle of a controversy that helps him realize that maybe he can make things right in a way he never could before. **Absolutely no reposting or translating of this story. NO EXCEPTIONS.

sculpted | l.s. by hespearls

"it's the ones we love, that hurt us the most." • • • Louis Tomlinson: The most prestigious student at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago. Harry Styles: Heir of the founder and owner of Styles Vineyard, a winery for the stars worth billions. Louis has an art exhibition which many artists from all over the world will be attending. Specifically, his idol since he was a young boy, Victor Pierre Rousseau, a french painter who has his own exhibit in the Louvre, and is a co-owner of the Musée d'Orsay, another famous art museum in France. If Louis impresses him, he could offer to show one of his pieces in one of the many museums he's affiliated with. The main piece at his exhibition is a sculpture of a collapsed man with wings, a fallen angel if you will, along with various other sculptures and vases. Since so many important people are going to be present, the hosting company is inviting the owner and founder of Styles Vineyards, Desmond Styles, who will bring beverages for the guests. Desmond is bringing his son, Harry Styles, so that he can prepare for the day he takes over the business. Harry has zero interest in joining the business, better yet taking over, so this invitation would mean nothing to him if it wasn't for his interest in the arts. His whole life is planned out for him. But everything changes when he locks eyes with the most alluring man in the room. His every feature is absolutely exquisite, from his stunning cheekbones, to his piercing blue eyes. TW: this story contains mature topics such as mentions of self harm, suicide, sexual assault, emotional and physical abuse, drug and alcohol usage, and sexual content Read at your own risk.

PULSE [H.S] by kizriz

[COMPLETED] Kizalyn Reeves has fiercely fought to establish stability after a turbulent upbringing. While opening her tattoo parlor offered hope, an abusive relationship cast a shadow over her newfound independence. Determined to defend herself, she turns to boxing at Knockout Arena, only to encounter an arrogant instructor. Despite his hot-tempered attitude, she finds herself drawn to his circle of friends. However, a late-night visit uncovers the gym's sinister secrets, plunging Kizalyn into a dangerous world she didn't know existed. Her world is shattered by a single gunshot, forcing her to place trust in an unlikely ally-the very person that pulled the trigger. -- "115," he says, his breath hitting my face. I stammer, "What?" "That's how high your pulse is right now," he says as he presses his body further against mine, closing any gap that existed between us. His thumb grazes over my lips, his eyes dark. His hands are off of me abruptly, and he walks away, heading for the stairs. I stare after him, unable to move from my position against the wall. He looks back at me, a coy smirk forming on his face. He says, "I'm dying to find out how high I can make it go." -- **WARNING This story contains heavy use of violence, drug abuse, domestic abuse, sexual content, drug addiction, and illegal activities. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: The characters depicted in this story share names with famous individuals, but they are entirely fictional and do not represent or depict any real-life personalities.

It Is What It Is~ Larry Stylinson by Katie__writes

"Um can I have a Heineken zero please" said a deep sexy voice that made goosebumps erupt all over my skin instantly. I look over to see the most drop dead gorgeous human being to ever grace the planet, standing about a meter away from me leaning against the bar while and fiddling with one of the many rings on his fingers. Soft chocolate curls styled in a quiff, deep forest green eyes, smooth olive skin decorated in a multitude of various tattoos and his lips ...... Jesus Christ his lips------- Louis Tomlinson is 17 years old student who attends Hall Cross Acadamy, Doncaster. He gets good grades but isn't very social, his only friend Liam Payne convinces him to go to a club to get him to make new friends. That's where he meets Harry Styles and his whole life changes. Harry Styles is a 17 year old drop out, he's your typical bad boy, tattoos, very, very social but not so good at staying in school. He lives with his best friends Niall Horan, Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards. Niall begs Harry to drive them to and from a club one night and Harry reluctantly agrees. That's where he meets Louis Tomlinson and his whole life changes.

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed (A One Direction/Niall Horan Fanfic) by LovaticDirectioner69

Melody is very emotionally and mentally unstable. She suffers from an eating disorder, self harm, and has serious depression. She has lost all hope. Until one day when she meets One Direction. And the boys want to help her. So they decide that she will live with them. They want to get her healthy again and in the process, one of the boys start to fall in love with her. Will their help and support help Melody be happy again and save her, or is it too late for this young broken girl?

Treasure [Harry Styles AU] by PapSmeared

TREASURE SERIES (1/3) Brinna Harper; a twenty-three year old publicist's assistant with too much fear and not enough self control. After working her way out of an abusive household, Brinna struggles to cope with her need for harmless fun. But even a few harmless thrills add up. When she happens to stumble into a new Las Vegas night club, all morals and responsibilities crumble to the ground. There, she finds a new harmless thrill, one who goes by the name of Harry. *** "But you never crave a drug? Or alcohol? You don't run from your obligations to get a fix, right?" He softens his brows. "That doesn't mean I'm not addicted to it, I keep going back." He sighs, eyes flicking between my own. "I hate to break it to you, but that's called being in your twenties, Brinna." I pout at his roundabout way of calling my worries ridiculous. "That's how addiction starts, I like it so much that I keep coming back for more until eventually I get hooked." "Not everyone gets addicted. Your parents went through something horrible and found comfort in something they shouldn't have. You smoke a little weed and make out with your friend. There's a big difference," he says bluntly. ***

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Cross My Heart // Harry Styles by needmoreharry

Gwen was trapped working in a restaurant kitchen by day, and made to be another type of "worker" at night, but not by choice. She was adopted from an orphanage years ago by an evil man. There was no escaping. This was her life, and she settled for it. Until, Harry Styles, an up and coming singer/songwriter happened to bump into her one day. From that very second, he couldn't get the image of her shocked, frightened, bruised face out of his mind. So he came back later to find out what her story was. With some help from his best mate, Louis Tomlinson, he started getting to know her at night, and making plans to set her free, and hopefully help her to live a better life. And he gave her one. Lots of love, "bow chica wow wow", friendship and testing of loyalties, family, adventure, drama, passion, intense suspense....give it a chance and you'll be glad you did, I think! Harry Styles is the main character, and it's an AU story. Louis Tomlinson is the third main character behind the girl love interest, but he really starts to take over the story starting in the middle or so, so...wait for it......! ;) ***I am only using Harry and Louis's physical features! Nothing else about them!*** *Ma.ture (for age 18+) *Some po.t smo.king and drinking *Fo.r.ced inter.course and an incidence of ra.pe *Vio.lence This story is deep, romantic, and loving, but with quite a bit of sm.ut mixed in, because...why not?

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DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON cover

Breaking The Ice cover

sculpted | l.s. cover

PULSE [H.S] cover

It Is What It Is~ Larry Stylinson cover

✔️STRONG [L.S] cover

Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed (A One Direction/Niall Horan Fanfic) cover

Treasure [Harry Styles AU] cover

I'm not Crazy (Larry) cover

Cross My Heart // Harry Styles cover

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.