Tired of HAPPINESS....
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Dernière publication sam., juil. 2, 2016
You'd feel so much better if i was gone forever. Backstabbed? Betrayed? Rumours?..etc.
Im just done. Im sorry. Someone said," Just disappear, you bring so much drama.." Maybe i should. What if there will be no more Malama..? Everyone will be so happy, they will be happy im gone. No one should deserve all this from me..Im sorry.. Everyone saying itll be alright or your beautiful. It wasnt alright the past few years, sorry its just not meant to be alright. Im not beautiful. Im ugly. Hope you got what you deserve.. Have a nice life cause you ruined mines. Bye
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