You spent your time losing her

Why didn't I kiss you in the soul
when I still could?
Why didn't I hug you the life
when I still had it?
And I didn't notice
how much it hurted you
And I didn't know the damaged I caused to you

How come I never noticed
that you didn't smiled anymore?
And that before everytime you turned off the lights
you said nothing
That the love you had for me have been gone
That the day had come
That you didn't feel me
That it didn't hurt you anymore
I spent my time losing you
And I was absent in moments
that are now forever gone

I spent my time losing you
And I locked up myself in my world
and you couldn't stop me

And I move away thousands of times
and when I came back
I had lose you forever
And I tried to stop you

Then, I discover
that you looked at me different
I spent my time losing you

Why didn't I fill you with myself
when there was time?
Why didn't I understand
what now I understand?
That you were everything for me
And I was blind
I left you for later
That goddamn time

I spent my time losing you