Just A Smile
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Jul 3, 2016
I try to smile,
But I cannot,
I try to feel happy,
But my brain doesn't accept that command,
I try to laugh,
But I end up crying,
I try to feel my emotions,
But all I can feel is regret, remorse and
Sadness.
Why was I born this way?
Why can I not be like others?
What am I?
-Allegra
Allegra Hiltof looks just like a normal teenager trying to cope up with the pressures of life, but if you go talk to her for five minutes, you will want to run away and hide from her.
Why, you ask?
You will have to read to find out.
Hello everyone! This is my first novel which I am actually serious about. Please read it and give me a chance. I promise it will get better, slowly. I will not disappoint you. Happy reading!
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