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What If I Go?

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Reads 47
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Parts 4
Time 7m

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Chole  was a regular girl, until she came home one day and found out her father had been arrested on account of 3rd degree murder. She doesn't know who her father killed or why. But soon after her mother and boyfriend become abusive. But just how long can she survive knowing any day could be her last?All Rights Reserved

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Loving You for Revenge by EuryAmpire

Maybe it was for the best leaving him like that or maybe not? Can you tell me how much pain can you feel when you realized it was too late? too much lies or too less trust, which is better? Eury Hale, my name, or should I say Euvy Hele... I dare you to speak of that name, if you were too strong enough that you could save me from my misery then maybe I could trust you enough with my death- my beloved for Revenge, hmm? what do you think? will you marry me? my beloved revenge... Eury who was her father's favorite and only daughter as they say but the truth will always come out. Can she survive in this story?

Trusting My Brothers by ajbear12

Liliana has always had a bad life. Ever since she was five, her mother would date the wrong people who would corrupt her, and she was the one who always got hurt. The abuse was usually mental, but then Liliana turned ten, and that's when it became physical. Four years later, she finds out that her mom died in a car accident and has to go live with her older brothers who she has no memory of. Will her brothers welcome's her with open arms? Will she learn to let them in? Will they find out the truth of her childhood? TRIGGER WARNING: includes abuse and mental health like anxiety, depression, and self harm

What is Home by droppingashley

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Saving Isabella by PrincessTwinkleLoans

Isabella's life has been anything but easy. At 14, she's already endured more than most. Her mother and her mother's boyfriend, Jack, were both controlling and abusive, leaving Isa to navigate the scars of their manipulation. Her mother always told her that her father abandoned them, and she never mentioned anything about brothers. Isa has lived believing she was truly alone. But everything changes when her mother and Jack are arrested, leaving her without a guardian. With nowhere else to turn, Isabella is sent across the country from Chicago to Los Angeles to live with nine brothers she never knew existed. Struggling with the trauma of her past and the lies she's been fed, Isa finds herself thrust into a new life with strangers she's supposed to call family. What she doesn't know is that these brothers are far from ordinary. They are not just successful men-they are the leaders of a powerful mafia empire, operating in the shadows of the city. Every brother has secrets of their one, as they have a hard time trusting anyone out of the family. Non the less the 9 brothers form a marvelous team. ⚠️⚠️ Warning ⚠️⚠️ - selfharm -drugs -blood -murder -suicide (attemps, ideation ecc...) CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED!!! 1 #protectivebrothers 16/09/2024 1 #italianmafia 2/07/2025 1 #sh 26/03/2025 3 #ed 12/11/2024 3 #depression 26/11/2024

The Secret by TrinaMaria15

I have a secret, one I cannot tell. If I do my mother dies but if I don't I might. ---------- Maya was a sweet girl she loved wearing dresses, she kept up her grades in school. She adores her single mother. One thing that Maya has stuck by is always telling the truth. Maya had a horrible encounter, ending with her being raped. As a result, she has to keep this one secret but everyone knows you can't keep a secret if you don't lie. Follow Maya's journey on how she deals with being raped and threatened. Will she ever feel safe again?

Sunny and Alex by blackcatzz

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Family Comes First by CRAZY40429

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Loving You for Revenge

Maybe it was for the best leaving him like that or maybe not? Can you tell me how much pain can you feel when you realized it was too late? too much lies or too less trust, which is better? Eury Hale, my name, or should I say Euvy Hele... I dare you to speak of that name, if you were too strong enough that you could save me from my misery then maybe I could trust you enough with my death- my beloved for Revenge, hmm? what do you think? will you marry me? my beloved revenge... Eury who was her father's favorite and only daughter as they say but the truth will always come out. Can she survive in this story?